Sad.....

My friend wanted me to send her pics from my phone, so i uploaded them on my pc, it's been a long time since I uploaded pictures from my phone, I don't even have a time to delete some pictures on my phone, everything was just there, so I decided to upload most of them on my pc. Sad thing that pictures from my sad love life in the past was still there, I felt heaviness in my heart again, oh no i'm hurt again, all over again... meaning.. i haven't overcome all those hurtings from the past. I even cried again and i don't understand myself anymore, why is that it hurts so bad... sooo bad, 6 months had past but until when will i be experiencing this burden! *sigh*